Post by Nicole on Jun 30, 2013 8:16:12 GMT -8
Elora had thought that graduating would make her feel different, somehow - more grown up, like there was a harder line between the woman she had once been and the lady she was now. Things just seemed more complicated.
But she was a graduate now. And there were things to do: work more on her plan to travel, now feasible given her ability to fly; practicing with her own flight crew; just doing… things. On her own. As her own person. No family or things to tie her down.
(This was the normal spot in her train of thought where her mind would go to N'kio.)
(She tried to ignore it.)
(It didn't work. Again.)
You know… we could always visit them.
We haven't seen them since we met - it's been a while. I don't want to impose.
That's been your excuse for months.
And it's still a good one.
Just go. Maybe you'll feel better for it.
Elora glanced around the Bowl with a sigh, leaning back against Saphireth's DarkBlue hide. She toyed with the ends of her hair, absently braiding it.
She could go visit him. Say hi. Let him know she had graduated, since he hadn't been there. (She hadn't invited him.) Yell at him for not telling her about his family.
Even if she hadn't told him about her past, it wasn't like it would have affected their present. This did. Right? Just - it hurt. He hurt, the not knowing hurt. He wanted her, she knew that, but whether it was something more - how could she tell? She had never had to before. How?
Let's go.
Muscles flexed hard as she leapt up, pacing circles around her dragon. Saphireth stared at her for a moment, head tilted to the side and eyes whirling. And then Elora leapt up and was up on her back, no straps or saddle, and the Saphireth pushed herself up.
There was blackness, and cold, and then they were at Cliffside Sea Hold, hovering about the sea.
Don’t stay away too long, dragon-girl. You’ll be missed.
How long had it been? Two months? Three? Better late than never.
But the gnawing anxiousness in the pit of her stomach told her he might think different.
But she was a graduate now. And there were things to do: work more on her plan to travel, now feasible given her ability to fly; practicing with her own flight crew; just doing… things. On her own. As her own person. No family or things to tie her down.
(This was the normal spot in her train of thought where her mind would go to N'kio.)
(She tried to ignore it.)
(It didn't work. Again.)
You know… we could always visit them.
We haven't seen them since we met - it's been a while. I don't want to impose.
That's been your excuse for months.
And it's still a good one.
Just go. Maybe you'll feel better for it.
Elora glanced around the Bowl with a sigh, leaning back against Saphireth's DarkBlue hide. She toyed with the ends of her hair, absently braiding it.
She could go visit him. Say hi. Let him know she had graduated, since he hadn't been there. (She hadn't invited him.) Yell at him for not telling her about his family.
Even if she hadn't told him about her past, it wasn't like it would have affected their present. This did. Right? Just - it hurt. He hurt, the not knowing hurt. He wanted her, she knew that, but whether it was something more - how could she tell? She had never had to before. How?
Let's go.
Muscles flexed hard as she leapt up, pacing circles around her dragon. Saphireth stared at her for a moment, head tilted to the side and eyes whirling. And then Elora leapt up and was up on her back, no straps or saddle, and the Saphireth pushed herself up.
There was blackness, and cold, and then they were at Cliffside Sea Hold, hovering about the sea.
Don’t stay away too long, dragon-girl. You’ll be missed.
How long had it been? Two months? Three? Better late than never.
But the gnawing anxiousness in the pit of her stomach told her he might think different.